It's time to move on. I can't look back on what could have been. I may try to but all it can do is bring me more pain. I can't like someone that doesn't like me anymore. So I have to move on. Knowing I can never like them again as before or them liking me before. It's painfully in a way but if it's not talking to them that will help me get over them and move on then that's what I will do. I have to sacrifice a friendship to not have this feeling anymore. Can this hurt anymore? I have to do it. I have to move on and get him out of my system. I have to! I just have to! I can't do this anymore. I can't be the one in the side and admire the person. I can't!!! So starting today I will ignore him and have nothing to do with him until I finally get him out of my system. No matter how hard or how long it will take... I will do this. I'm not going to give up like I always do like before. I CAN'T!!!